Tom is trying hard. We’ve been out for dinner a few times, though we’ve been having the kitchen done so not really had much alternative; he’s being more helpful around the house and he’s constantly giving me compliments. For my part, I’m showing willing when he wants to be affectionate, but I’m just not feeling it at all. If anything, I actually feel more uncomfortable since admitting my feelings (or lack of). At this moment I really can’t see my feelings changing and I’m counting down to my holiday and the time apart. He jokes that I hate him. I don’t hate him, I just don’t feel anything towards him at all.